letter to ex bff

Dear ex best friend,

I don’t know why you stopped talking to me, ignoring all my efforts to stay in touch. That’s the worst, you know? Ghosting. Leaving unanswered. So many questions popped up in mind over the months.

You were my bestest friend after all. Why did you choose to ignore me? What could I have possibly done to offend you so much that you just decided to walk away?
I used to think “no one gets me like she does, she’s my girl”. What do I do when I don’t get the reason behind your behaviour?

Its the first time I realised that yes, losing touch with your once best friend hurts so much more than effing breakup.
You were my safe space. When no one was there for me, you were. Hopefully I did the same for you. Then why did you choose to leave me broken and hurt? You know I’d do anything for you.

When you stopped talking, I thought maybe it’s just a matter of time. But as time passed, you became further distant from me. When I badly needed you, you were not there.

I see the pictures from our college days and I miss that person. But no, I don’t miss you. You’re not that person anymore.

I so wish you’d have talked to me for once. Whatever it was about, I promise I’d have done anything to fix it. Losing you was my worst nightmare, but I survived it.

I don’t know if I can trust anyone that much now. People say that it’s normal. You lose friends sometimes and that’s how it is. Even though I agree with them, I never thought that friend would be you.

I hope you are happy. I hope you’re doing well. Can’t call you to ask that too, huh?
Guess you’ll just ignore me once again.

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