blessed to have him

Does this ever happen to you?

You love someone so much, beyond words could ever express. You don’t know how this happened, it was like a beautiful song playing in your heart and the next thing you know is that you cannot live without this person.

They feel like sunshine in human form, like sunset, like the first sip of a cold drink on a hot summer afternoon, like rain, like your favourite song playing just for you

You look at them and remember all the kind words they’ve said, all the fun times you had, all the emotional moments you’ve shared.

You know you wouldn’t have made it this far without them, your heart blooms when you talk to them, you want to take care of them and make them happy, you want to live the rest of your life with them

And then suddenly

You remember reading that break up post on Instagram, hearing your friend say everything changes after first year of relationship, you remember all your past heartbreaks

And then you’re scared

Coz you know many people haven’t made it through

Then you doubt yourself and think maybe this is not real… Maybe you are imagining things

Then you back off

Try to tell yourself it won’t work out and look the reasons to justify your answer

Then suddenly

They come in front of you, everything stops and you realise how badly you want to be with them… How badly you just want to pause this time forever……